Standing.

I´m standing in the ashes of who I used to love.
Not that it matters, as you always said,
I believed in spite your love was never shown,
Tears as words that my heart cannot explain.
Affection will always be greater than perfection,
Hard for you were my intentions to understand,
For not loving me, you always found any objection
Hidden in your fears, about other people´s mind.

I´m standing in the rubble of what we were supposed to have,
It hurts to have you in my heart as an everything,
I´m sure all my love demonstrations only made you laugh,
Please stay away if your true feelings you won´t unstring.
It was always a game for you, to make me fall in love with you,
Was it ever being with me part of your plan?
Finally I could see beneath your mask, my fears were all true.

I´m standing in the shattered hopes that I had for us
Everything at the end was a lie and a waste of time.
Time to let my rage to go away and to say bye to you.
When my absence doesn´t alter your life,
then my presence has no meaning in it.
So fuck it.